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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
SUPER LONG POST,so dun bother reading it,if u dun wan to read.so ok,thanks bye. >.<
i cried a lot today cos of the maths paper 2.i really cried until my voice totally change.cos i really dun noe wad to do.told my mum,then she juz sae juz try my best can le.then i was like ok.called sis,then she juz sae then make plans for the worst bah.then called shermin & we talk and talk.she really encourage me a lot.then when bro come back,i told him again.i juz cannot seem to get off the matter off my head.then he juz ask me to concentrate on other papers.cos he sae wadever over is over le,so there no point thinking abt it le.cos he sae he understand how i feel.cos he also sucks at maths.then he started to sae when he was retaking the o level maths paper 2 the second timehe also like more than half of the paper dun noe how to do.he also sae that he tot he will fail but in the end he got a c6.and he sae like he also dun noe how he got a c6.that why he say something like u also havent get your results.how u noe that u will fail.then he started asking wheather did i try to attempt the qns,then i sae yahbut i juz cannot do.then he sae then nvm lor,at least i tried.then he ask me then juz cling on onto the last hope that i will pass.cos he sae at least u feel that u got hope,u will not feel as disappointed as now.even if the chances are very slim,but u already noe that u really try your best despite that udun noe how to do the qns.then he also starting saying that "so wad if i failed my o levels,is it the end of the world? are u going to jump off the building juz because u noe u cannot make it? "then i was like ok.cos i seriously dun noe wad to sae when he mentioned something like that.but feel quite alright now,i couldn't sae i was totally alright nowif i sae that i am lying to myself, >.<cos he actually sae one sentence which is the same like wad shermin sae."do u think o level is all abt passing only?"and the most important sentence,if u think failing your o levels is the end of the worldthen its really the end.if u think not,then good.then u juz continue wit your life,cos there are bigger obstacles in life that u will need to overcome.& we are only 17,there still a long road ahead of us.unless u tell me that i will be dead tml.so its like life is not all getting the o level cert.so i was thinking abt going to pirvate sch to study if i cannot make for my o levels,then he sae if i can cope wit private sch and i am able to like study something which i like,then he ask me to go for it.but the most important thing is that i will really make use the best of private sch to study cos its really very expensive.& this time be sure of wad u wan & really work towards it.since i am able to get to the chance to study wad i like in private sch,so make full use of it and excel in it.so ppl out there,jia you bahmaybe my post sounds like its a piece of crap.but i felt that some of the things wad ppl sae to me is quite true.so guys ,make full use of very chance u haveeven if u noe u cannot make,at least u can tell yourself that u had tried your best.so no matter wad happened,dun give up.>.<
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Monday, October 29, 2007
ok.today maths paper was quite tough for me cos i am not sure wit my standard form and conversion but i still hope that i could pass. >.<but the rest of ppl sae its easy,which i dun think so.haiz..tml is maths paper 2hope that they that they dun give a super hard one.*if i sae i am nt worrried,i be lying*
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Thursday, October 25, 2007
mon is maths exams& i am still slacking.i sae i wanted to get a c5 or a pass for maths.but i am not working hard.ZzZzZzZnow the current time is 12:30p.mkailing they all will be in the mac later on.won't be joining themcos very lazy to walk out of my hse.hahas.things seem to happen so fast.haiznext week will be a busy week.time table for next week. xDargh,mon got 3 papers.ZzZzZzZzZz.will be super tired when i get homemoreover next day is maths paper 2.another stressful paper.then is MT paper the next day.sianz.also dun noe wheather can get a B3 a not.ZzZzZzZzZzZzthen rest one day.but its not a time to relax cos its physics paper 3!& i havent even touch it.its like so many things to do,but there is only little time.ok,i better stop complaining and go mug now.but before that,let me bath first...hahas... xD
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today geo paper was alright.except for some parts,i dun noe wad it is talking or asking..but should be ok, i guess.except for the map reading part,i was like ???totally dun get it, i can't even find the river.but nvm.i had try my best le.hmms,next week is maths!haiz.i really wanted to get a C5 but dun noe wheather can take a not.ok,i MUZ get a pass.have faith myself!*trying to be positive, :/*
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
ok,today chem paper 3 was confirm harder than last year!hope that i can pass,cos some of the qns i really dun noe how to do and were careless.but the calculations of moles was a killer man,i totally dun noe how to do and the qns on the salt was hard too.its was like *wad the hell*made quite a few mistake at section bbut should be alright.cos i also dun wan to scare myself,so i muz tell myself that i can make it & i had try my best already.tml is geo,haiz.hardly touch it.dun noe how to do the map reading,then bro also like work until very late.no one to teach me.haiz,juz hope lady luck is by myside tml.but was quite relief when the chem paper was over.
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
ok,its now 11:41p.m & i am still mugging chem.i feel quite exhausted,i wondered wad everyone doing now.mugging?seriously all this studying is making me real tired & guess wad.i am going to have my geo paper the following day. *cross finger*. :pi try to touch it,but nothing goes inside my head.seriously,sometimes i even wondered why do i study...for the sake of o levels or for the sake of myself?? :/ok,let's drop the topic.its making the atmosphere kinda of weird.at least that how i think.hehes.XpTO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE,JIA YOU FOR O LEVELS!& special thanks to PY for encouarging me today when i was kinda of stress of studying.
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
2 MORE DAYS TO CHEM PAPER 3!!!!!!god bless me,pls dun let me have a difficult paper ]:if not,i kill myself.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
ok,today practical was the worse.i didnt even manage to do finish.was abt to cry when the teacher say "ok,time stop..' but wadever is over is over le.i cannot do anything but to try my best in paper 3 mcq.that the thing i can only console myself.i guess.i muz really buck up liao.its either i make it or i willl not make it,i need to make my choice now.....
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
hahas..i guess i need to change it to LJ also.cos everybody seems to be using that.hmms.sianz.i better start to chiong now.although its tough for me.i better buck up.i need to to do wad ever it takes.
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