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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
SUPER LONG POST,so dun bother reading it,if u dun wan to read.so ok,thanks bye. >.<
i cried a lot today cos of the maths paper 2.i really cried until my voice totally change.cos i really dun noe wad to do.told my mum,then she juz sae juz try my best can le.then i was like ok.called sis,then she juz sae then make plans for the worst bah.then called shermin & we talk and talk.she really encourage me a lot.then when bro come back,i told him again.i juz cannot seem to get off the matter off my head.then he juz ask me to concentrate on other papers.cos he sae wadever over is over le,so there no point thinking abt it le.cos he sae he understand how i feel.cos he also sucks at maths.then he started to sae when he was retaking the o level maths paper 2 the second timehe also like more than half of the paper dun noe how to do.he also sae that he tot he will fail but in the end he got a c6.and he sae like he also dun noe how he got a c6.that why he say something like u also havent get your results.how u noe that u will fail.then he started asking wheather did i try to attempt the qns,then i sae yahbut i juz cannot do.then he sae then nvm lor,at least i tried.then he ask me then juz cling on onto the last hope that i will pass.cos he sae at least u feel that u got hope,u will not feel as disappointed as now.even if the chances are very slim,but u already noe that u really try your best despite that udun noe how to do the qns.then he also starting saying that "so wad if i failed my o levels,is it the end of the world? are u going to jump off the building juz because u noe u cannot make it? "then i was like ok.cos i seriously dun noe wad to sae when he mentioned something like that.but feel quite alright now,i couldn't sae i was totally alright nowif i sae that i am lying to myself, >.<cos he actually sae one sentence which is the same like wad shermin sae."do u think o level is all abt passing only?"and the most important sentence,if u think failing your o levels is the end of the worldthen its really the end.if u think not,then good.then u juz continue wit your life,cos there are bigger obstacles in life that u will need to overcome.& we are only 17,there still a long road ahead of us.unless u tell me that i will be dead tml.so its like life is not all getting the o level cert.so i was thinking abt going to pirvate sch to study if i cannot make for my o levels,then he sae if i can cope wit private sch and i am able to like study something which i like,then he ask me to go for it.but the most important thing is that i will really make use the best of private sch to study cos its really very expensive.& this time be sure of wad u wan & really work towards it.since i am able to get to the chance to study wad i like in private sch,so make full use of it and excel in it.so ppl out there,jia you bahmaybe my post sounds like its a piece of crap.but i felt that some of the things wad ppl sae to me is quite true.so guys ,make full use of very chance u haveeven if u noe u cannot make,at least u can tell yourself that u had tried your best.so no matter wad happened,dun give up.>.<
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