hik thoughts

2007-11-05T01:23:00.000-08:00

STRUGGLING TO STUDY!

argh.will someone give me strength
& yet tml is the last paper liao.
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let's hope that the D& T paper for tml is not hard ok.
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and pls dun give me a hard mcq paper,oh god bless us.
>.<

2007-11-04T21:06:00.000-08:00

2 more papers & i am done!

can't wait for my hoildays!

CAN ANYONE GET ME THIS?

>.<

WORK,WORK ,WORK AFTER "O"

TO GET THIS!

CANNOT WAIT! >.<

2007-11-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

today paper was alright.
bro juz called me wheather i wan eat anything.
now waiting for his chocolates and sweets,hehes. >.<
I LOVE SNACKS & SWEETS! ^^
seriously i cannot wait for o level to end cos i wan to work and get my DS!
As for my results,let's leave it to god and fate, :]

2007-11-01T02:48:00.000-07:00

tml is physics paper &
i had yet cover all the topics.
!#@@#$&^$%&$%&&

AND MY NEIGHNOUR IS SUPER NOISY!!!
dun noe wad the **** they were doing.
i can even feel the vibrations of the wall and the sound is super loud,its like wth
i wonder wad they were doing upstairs.
playing ball?chasing one another?

& they still have the guts to pour water directly out of the window
when my mum is hanging out our clothes to hang.
poor mum had to wash the clothes again,and its like they nv even sae sorry.
how worst can it be.
maybe i should call the towncouncil.
>.<

2007-10-30T02:12:00.000-07:00

SUPER LONG POST,so dun bother reading it,if u dun wan to read.so ok,thanks bye. >.<

i cried a lot today cos of the maths paper 2.
i really cried until my voice totally change.
cos i really dun noe wad to do.
told my mum,then she juz sae juz try my best can le.
then i was like ok.
called sis,then she juz sae then make plans for the worst bah.
then called shermin & we talk and talk.
she really encourage me a lot.
then when bro come back,
i told him again.
i juz cannot seem to get off the matter off my head.
then he juz ask me to concentrate on other papers.
cos he sae wadever over is over le,so there no point thinking abt it le.
cos he sae he understand how i feel.
cos he also sucks at maths.
then he started to sae when he was retaking the o level maths paper 2 the second time
he also like more than half of the paper dun noe how to do.
he also sae that he tot he will fail but in the end he got a c6.
and he sae like he also dun noe how he got a c6.
that why he say something like u also havent get your results.
how u noe that u will fail.
then he started asking wheather did i try to attempt the qns,
then i sae yah
but i juz cannot do.
then he sae then nvm lor,at least i tried.
then he ask me then juz cling on onto the last hope that i will pass.
cos he sae at least u feel that u got hope,u will not feel as disappointed as now.
even if the chances are very slim,but u already noe that u really try your best despite that u
dun noe how to do the qns.
then he also starting saying that
"so wad if i failed my o levels,is it the end of the world? are u going to jump off the building juz because u noe u cannot make it? "
then i was like ok.
cos i seriously dun noe wad to sae when he mentioned something like that.
but feel quite alright now,i couldn't sae i was totally alright now
if i sae that i am lying to myself, >.<
cos he actually sae one sentence which is the same like wad shermin sae.

"do u think o level is all abt passing only?"
and the most important sentence,if u think failing your o levels is the end of the world
then its really the end.
if u think not,then good.
then u juz continue wit your life,cos there are bigger obstacles in life that u will need to overcome.
& we are only 17,there still a long road ahead of us.
unless u tell me that i will be dead tml.
so its like life is not all getting the o level cert.

so i was thinking abt going to pirvate sch to study if i cannot make for my o levels,
then he sae if i can cope wit private sch and i am able to like study something which i like,
then he ask me to go for it.
but the most important thing is that i will really make use the best of private sch to study cos
its really very expensive.
& this time be sure of wad u wan & really work towards it.
since i am able to get to the chance to study wad i like in private sch,
so make full use of it and excel in it.

so ppl out there,jia you bah

maybe my post sounds like its a piece of crap.
but i felt that some of the things wad ppl sae to me is quite true.
so guys ,make full use of very chance u have
even if u noe u cannot make,at least u can tell yourself that u had tried your best.
so no matter wad happened,dun give up.

>.<

2007-10-29T03:27:00.001-07:00

ok.
today maths paper was quite tough for me cos i am not sure wit my standard form and conversion but i still hope that i could pass. >.<
but the rest of ppl sae its easy,which i dun think so.
haiz..tml is maths paper 2
hope that they that they dun give a super hard one.

*if i sae i am nt worrried,i be lying*

2007-10-25T21:29:00.000-07:00

mon is maths exams
& i am still slacking.i sae i wanted to get a c5 or a pass for maths.
but i am not working hard.ZzZzZzZ
now the current time is 12:30p.m
kailing they all will be in the mac later on.
won't be joining them
cos very lazy to walk out of my hse.hahas.
things seem to happen so fast.haiz
next week will be a busy week.

time table for next week. xD
argh,mon got 3 papers.
ZzZzZzZzZz.will be super tired when i get home
moreover next day is maths paper 2.
another stressful paper.
then is MT paper the next day.
sianz.also dun noe wheather can get a B3 a not.
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then rest one day.but its not a time to relax cos its physics paper 3!
& i havent even touch it.
its like so many things to do,but there is only little time.
ok,i better stop complaining and go mug now.
but before that,let me bath first...
hahas... xD

2007-10-25T02:06:00.000-07:00

today geo paper was alright.
except for some parts,i dun noe wad it is talking or asking..
but should be ok, i guess.
except for the map reading part,i was like ???
totally dun get it, i can't even find the river.
but nvm.i had try my best le.
hmms,next week is maths!
haiz.i really wanted to get a C5 but dun noe wheather can take a not.
ok,i MUZ get a pass.
have faith myself!

*trying to be positive, :/*

2007-10-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

ok,today chem paper 3 was confirm harder than last year!
hope that i can pass,cos some of the qns i really dun noe how to do and were careless.
but the calculations of moles was a killer man,i totally dun noe how to do and the qns on
the salt was hard too.
its was like *wad the hell*
made quite a few mistake at section b
but should be alright.
cos i also dun wan to scare myself,so i muz tell myself that i can make it & i had try my best already.
tml is geo,haiz.hardly touch it.
dun noe how to do the map reading,then bro also like work until very late.no one to teach me.
haiz,juz hope lady luck is by myside tml.
but was quite relief when the chem paper was over.

2007-10-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

ok,its now 11:41p.m & i am still mugging chem.
i feel quite exhausted,i wondered wad everyone doing now.
mugging?seriously all this studying is making me real tired & guess wad.
i am going to have my geo paper the following day. *cross finger*. :p
i try to touch it,but nothing goes inside my head.seriously,sometimes i even wondered why do i study...for the sake of o levels or for the sake of myself?? :/
ok,let's drop the topic.its making the atmosphere kinda of weird.at least that how i think.hehes.
Xp

TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE,JIA YOU FOR O LEVELS!
& special thanks to PY for encouarging me today when i was kinda of stress of studying.

2007-10-21T21:56:00.000-07:00

2 MORE DAYS TO

CHEM PAPER 3!!!!!!

god bless me,pls dun let me have a difficult paper ]:
if not,i kill myself.

2007-10-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

ok,today practical was the worse.i didnt even manage to do finish.was abt to cry when the teacher say "ok,time stop..' but wadever is over is over le.i cannot do anything but to try my best in paper 3 mcq.that the thing i can only console myself.i guess.i muz really buck up liao.its either i make it or i willl not make it,i need to make my choice now.....

2007-10-11T08:42:00.000-07:00

hahas..i guess i need to change it to LJ also.cos everybody seems to be using that.hmms.sianz.i better start to chiong now.although its tough for me.i better buck up.i need to to do wad ever it takes.

2007-09-29T07:22:00.000-07:00

ok,is it me or wad.everybody looks so strange and weird to me.its like.....hmms.well,i guess its beacause of o levels.i better start mugging real hard for my maths..cos i dun wan to have a F9 for my o level maths.hahahas.haiz.ok,better get back to studying.somebody is scolding me.hehehes. :p

2007-09-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

currently its 11 p.m.think i had enough revision for today.i would continue tml as there is still sch tml.although didn't manage to study much.cos i was a bit slacking as i went to watch the 9.pm show till 10,moreover i start late.and slack a little later before i went back to my study.hmms. sis birthday is coming.any suggestion??? hmms......

2007-09-27T03:49:00.000-07:00

ok,everyone is studying rite now?so i better hurry up and start.yl bf juz came to teach me a bit of math.hah.finally i now how to do some of the qns.yeah.ok,its happy for me.i better start mugging hard.going to focus on maths a lot and still maths cos i am going to start from starting.its now then i realise that i really forget and dun noe a lot of things.i told myself to do at least 4 chapters a day for maths.OH GOD~GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CONTINUE ON!

TEH MEIQI,CHOOSE YOUR PATH NOW?
ITE OR POLY???

argh..all this thinking is making me scared...argh...argh....

2007-09-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

guess i should blog now since at least my prelims are over.hahas.like finally.but O levels are coming near,so actually there nothing to be happy abt.hahs.at least my d&t is completed.that one thing to be happy. :]

I MISS FRENCH FRIES!!! ^^

OWN CREATION FOOD BY ME & BRO

dun worry,u will not get tummy problems.hahs. :]

2007-09-16T03:02:00.000-07:00

HALLO~ i am back.hahahas.tired of studying geo.ZzZzZzZz.was juz browsing through.i nearly sleep when i was studying.made a cup of coffee.but i am still tired.coffee are seriously useless,i wonder why adults like to drink it so much.its not like they will say"yippie,i am full of energy!" lol. :p

check this out.got it from the singapore sleep centre.

Is Snoring a problem?
Snoring is a social nuisance. However, it can be a potential problem, especially if it disturbs the bed partner. Snoring can lead to marital problems, irritation and anger at home.
If a patient who snores has symptoms of tiredness, poor concentration, daytime sleepiness, choking sensations at night, this patient may have a serious medical problem called Obstructive Sleep Apnoea (OSA).

Paediatric Snoring / OSA
Children who snore at night may be suspected of OSA. These children may have nose block or narrow air passages due to big tonsils and adenoids. Children with OSA have insufficient oxygen at night. Hence, they are prone to behavioural disorders, short attention spans, and poorer school performances.

Patients with severe OSA, may stop breathing as often as once every minute, over the entire night's rest.

hey,i suffered from snoring and sometimes sleepwalk ok.its scary.imagine yourself being dead in the middle of the night from snoring and u won't even know it.

2007-09-16T00:47:00.000-07:00

called mac delivery today.bro and i was too lazy to go down and buy food.hahahs.currently juz started studying geo and the time is 3:48.haiz.i wonder if i can finish all by today.cos i dun wanna stay up too late today.hahs.i wan to SLEEP~ahahahhas.lo..ok,not funny.i noe. :p

ok,that all for now.going to go back to mugging.byeeeeeeeee :]

will blog later,so stay tuned... ^^

2007-09-15T07:19:00.000-07:00

currently talking crap wit meiyang.hahs.she also updating her blog now.hmms.today dinner was FISH & CHIPS! ^^.hahas..ok,ok,i noe i am too obsessed wit food.nothing much happened today.anyway,i got an asian version of song piece named "Gotta Go My Own Way" from high school musical 2.it is sang by philippines representive,nikki.

not bad,bad. :D

as for the singpore representive, alicai pan,i dun noe wad song she sings.
but going to find out anyway.hahs

2007-09-14T07:12:00.000-07:00

was supposed to watch show wit kai ling, zuer and lee ting.but in the end,i didn't.cos i was too tired and engrossed in my nap.in the end,i slept till around 8.was super tired.dun noe why.guess these few days of exams really tire me out.but i guess i slept too much,cos my head was spinning when i was trying to wake up,eyes hardly opened.but guess wad,i am still yawning now.ZzZzZzZ.dun noe why my body reacts like that.even though i sleep a lot,but i am still tired.haiz.maybe i should really consult a doc like wad my friends say.hahas.
hahs

CHECK THIS OUT
http://www.myotonicdystrophy.org/Sleeping%20and%20Energy.htm

i seriously didn't noe that excessive sleeping is also a type of illness.btw the illness is called hypersomnia.
maybe i should get the medicine too.hahs.its seem effective.

2007-09-12T23:20:00.000-07:00

today maths paper 2 was a killer.totally dun noe how to do.leave a lot of qns totally blank.haiz.i guess i am going to score a big "F" for a lot subjects.hahs.anyway mum found a dead bee lying around the living room this morning.i was like "wad,again?"mum says maybe there a bee hive lying around our hse,cos the bees kept on coming.but dad didn't find any.so i guess CASE CLOSED! hahas,unless they come and bother me again.hahas.tml having MT.so i guess,i can keep my mind from exams for today.hahs. :] can't wait for bro to come back,cos he bought me food from taka.hahas.i am such a glutton.well,i guess i can't help it,cos i am born wit it. :] dun be jealous,ok guys.hahas. :p

"sometimes i wonder,is it u or me who's imagining things..hmms"

2007-09-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

hahs.was tired of mugging.so i came to blog.apparently havent finished studying chem.i realise that everytime i try to read though the chapter and close the bk,nothing much go inside my brain whenever i try to reacll wad i had study..hah.and so i decided to give up memorising some of the chem reactions.i could say i skip quite a lot of stuff.cos my small brain cannot contain them anymore.hahas.i juz remember wad i can remember.seriously,i cannot expect much for my last minute study.after all,i only have myself to blame for last minute study.but still,i hope lady luck will help me from passing.hah.that for lazy ppl like me.but still going to mug as hard as i can.i juz hope i dun score too badly,if not i am going to be dead.moreover some ppl say prelims paper is a killer paper.so guys out there taking prelims papers,good luck to u and myself. :]

2007-09-10T02:56:00.000-07:00

its seems a long time since i update my blog.hahs.prelims are coming. ^^.actually its tml.hahahahhaas.ok,not funny,probably there's only me laughing. :p. anyway tml is chem and english paper 1.i juz wanted to blog before mugging.sch was pretty tired for me.i almost sleep the whole day,except for d&t periods.stay back after school for d&t to do some final touch up.i am glad that i finally managed to fiinish my d&t after struggling for so long. ^^hmms.will post some photos of my projects after o to prevent some "accidents"heees. :] watched high school musical 2 yesterday,i felt that the songs was not as nice compared to the first one.storyline was almost the same as the first one,i think.but that my views.maybe u guys tend to appreciate it better than me.hah.well,even though ashley acts as a very mean girl in high shool musical,but i STILL LIKE HER! >.<>

i guess my sense of liking is different.hahs.good,all the more no one will snatch it from me.^^but i doubt so cos almost everybody adores gabriella. that's good. :]

2007-08-27T21:20:00.000-07:00

currently still sick.have our chem and physics prelims practical yesterday.think i am going to flunk it.cos i only noe how to do the physics,but not the chem.i seriously sucks at chem practical.

got a 2 days mc from doc yesterday.but planning to go back sch tml if my fever goes down.had a strange dream today.i even cried in my dreams.but i cannot really clearly remembered wad that dream was abt.i guess it was a sad one.decided to not waste any of my time,now currently revising maths since i had a whole day.jia you,for those who are taking "o levels".work hard. :]

2007-08-10T20:54:00.000-07:00

was suppose to blog yesterday,but bro was using my com so i couldn't use it.Zzzzzzz.anyway bro brought us to mount faber.jewel box is cool.too bad we could not go in beacuse of our attire.Zzzzzzzzz.took some cool pics. later went wit bro to a anime shop as usual.he bought me one poster.hahs. :] seems like it been very long he bought me anime things. ^^

LEGO-made cable car~! :]

FOOD~!

anyone wans treat me to sky dining? ^^

cable car Frenzy~ ^^

Mount Faber~ :]

Jewel Box ^^

FUMOFFU~!

random pic :p

later going out wit shi hui and shermin to LIME flee market.hope i can spot more GREEN things~! :]

lol

2007-08-09T01:39:00.000-07:00

seriously,i dun noe why u go scold her.i find it a bit siao.its like over already.so why are u dwelling over it,since u are the one who started it first.isn't it better for u to carry on wit your own life.dun noe why u still bothering her and giving those sarcastic comments.cos no one told u so.anyway,decided not towaste any breath on u.waste my time only. :] :] :] by chance if u are reading this post,i hereby wish u HAPPY READING! :] :] :]

huh??not happy,kick me then.if u can. :p

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-08-07T04:24:00.000-07:00

blogger totally lag.i had to refresh 4 or 5 times to come to this page.lol.alright,sch was as usual boring.Zzzzzzzzz.except there is something different.i sprain my foot.lol.moreover it happen at home.haiz.i juz trip over my com chair and TADA~am i suppose to congrats myself? :p going to miss tml celebration.going to see doc later on.cos my of flu and cough which had been going on for days.but i think i going to have a fever soon.cos my head feels heavy and little hot.dun noe whether its because of the weather a not.cos today weather is so freaking hot lately.lately everybody seems to be excited abt the grad nite. i guess deciding wad to wear at the grad nite was the most frequent qns everybody would ask.as for me, i guess i last minute then decide wad to wear bah.hehehehs.sis-in-law going to use the com later.stopping here. :]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-07-25T06:37:00.000-07:00

haiz.after soldering for around 1 hrs,i only manage to solder 1/4 of my circuit. Zzzzzzzzzz.moreover dun noe wheather the circuit works a not.tml have to show teacher.sianz.lucky,i finished up part of my foilo earlier on in the evening.hahs.folio was pretty alright.cos i roughly noe wad i need to draw in my development currently.tml muz let teacher check the foilo again.should be alright,i suppose.as for practical,i think i need to really speed up things a lot faster.so much to do.so little time.Zzzzzzzz.i still got 6 more weeks to complete my work,i am worried that i cannot complete my practical on time.i think i need to pester teacher for help again. and also need to find him almost every recess time like last year. :P pls dun let any last minute accidents like last year happen again. :[ god bless me.

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-07-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

juz finish doing my physics TYS. i am now concentrating on physics first.then the next one will be chem.tml will be one busy day.need to hurry up and do my folio & solder my circuit which will take up a lot of time.cos i need to think or i cannot draw it out.need to go help zuer buy comics also.cos i nv go buy today.was too lazy.hahs. :] anyway,i guess the next few weeks will be very busy.cos i need to hand up my foilo at around 30 aug.then i still need to find time to revise.cos i think after my d&t deadline,another 1 or 2 more weeks will be prelims.i can't remember the when the actual date. why cannot time go slower.haiz.hahhas...ok,revsing geo one final time for tml test before going to sleep. :]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-07-23T04:50:00.000-07:00

back from the library wit zuer and lee ting.went home to bath first before going.actually,the feeling is not bad.hahas. studying at the library wit friends is not bad.i used to think that the library is too quiet for me.but once i settle down at library.its quite all right.hmms,after i look at all my subject.It look like i have a lot to study.hahas.especially maths.hahahs.totally catch no ball when mr png is saying abt the vectors today.As for d&t teacher,he ask me to work faster.actually i can feel the stress cos i think i am the last one who is lagging behind.cos i still have have the other part of foilo which i havent plan.haiz.dun noe wheather by 30th aug i can hand up the work a not.I am currently studying sci first.cos there no point studying maths now,when i dun noe anything abt vectors.At least i dun waste my time studying something that i dun noe.hahs. :] so guys out there.muz work hard ok. :]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-07-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

Was suppose to meet zuer to go and study today.but i didn't meet in the end.cos i was having sore throat ,flu and slight fever.mum nag at me to see the doc.but i didn't.cos was too lazy.In the end,she kept on nagging me to eat medicine every 4 hours.lol.sianz.eating chicken bread tml.cos she dun wan to me to eat sch fried food. :p

mum bought me this drink .Although she tell me its help to reduce body heatness.but i dun feel any difference drinking it.cos its juz taste like mineral water.strange.

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-07-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

today was alright.hahas..finally i noe how to do chemical calculations today.after my tution teacher taught me today.he teach me using two hours.i am a bit slow.so need more time.hahas. :] went back home.as usual i slept on the bus.i was pretty tired.laze around at home.went to take a nap later on.hahhas..and i took a long nap.i guess i was too tired.anyway,lee ting message at the middle of my nap when i was sleeping.woke me up.she told me that she won't be coming to my hse anymore today.hahs.and so i went back to sleep again. :]woke up at around 8 plus i think.hahahs. now doing my physics hw,later going to study geo to refresh my memory again. :] mum made me pizza today too. yummy.. :P its not bad i muz say.ok,enough blogging.getting back to do my physics hw.jia you, for those who are taking o levels this year. :]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-07-20T09:50:00.000-07:00

retyping the post second time. '__' "

ok,its has been months since i felt this afraid.the last one was probably n levels.everyone was TOTALLY so motivated after the workshop.even zuer.i was feeling kinda of scared and stress now cos i am afraid that i couldn't make it to O levels.i apologise to my tution teacher juz now.hahs.and he relpy me wit the O.0.and i relpy hahahhas..lol.i guess he dun noe wad to react.but thank god.he is still willing to help me despite i made him disappointed and angry so many times.hahs. :P but anyway tml lee ting going to come over my hse at nite and

do the geo mindmap together.for ppl who are reading my post rite now.i guess u might be thinking that i will surely talk rite.hahs.cos that's my character. :] i guess actions speak louder than words so i guess i dun say anything big rite now.i guess time and o levels results will tell. :]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-07-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

finally decided to update after quite a while..will not be posting anymore videos currently.cos there nothing much to video lately..everybody seems so restless.i got sting by a bee on my finger this morning.its the same bee which had been disturbing me earlier on.guess it finally decided to sting me after so long.lol. As usual i had to remove the bee sting myself.oh well,if i say its painful i guess nobody will understand. so i guess i juz skip the painful part. wad actually makes me feel irritated is that even after the bee sting me.its still lingers around my leg.and i had to ask my mum to kill it.cos i was too fed up to kill the bee myself.i felt a little dizzy after being sting by the bee on the way to sch. and its the third time i got sting by a bee. Argh~~currently my finger is swollen and feeling really itchy.well,at least it didn't turn purple like the second time i got sting.that was the worst.the bee tonic totally spread to half of my foot cos the bee sting at my foot.lol.i dun even noe why the bee choose there to sting.even the doc was laughing when i see him.he even ask me how did my foot get so purple.lol.was that a joke? anyway tml going to have my mt oral.juz hope that the conversation is not hard tml. :]

*ATTACK THE BEES~~~!*

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-07-01T01:38:00.000-07:00

missed tution today.cos i woke up late.so bored at home. but i am still lazy to go out.hahas..nothing to blog.guess i stop here now.update later.

2007-06-30T04:03:00.000-07:00

some more videos. :]

the day before the op

another day at sch

look out for my voice.hahs. :]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-06-29T08:48:00.001-07:00

finally send meiyang all the photos and videos.otherwise she gonna keep bugging me for it.hah.anyway today i took a 3hr nap.hahs.very tired.i guess the nite class really tired us.but today got maths nite class,i skiped it.cos i was a having a little stomach cramps.sick of it.Zzzzzz.everytime also like that.today was quite bored at home.was waiting for my bro to come back to entertain me.i search for anime to watch.but nothing makes me interested.cos i almost watched the anime several times already.lol.

he has not come back since last nite.probably was again talking abt *beep* case wit my other cousin.then he probably stayed the nite there too.haiz..sometimes i wondered,wad do u really wan.u claimed that we dun understand u and we dun noe wad u wan.even though we ask u,but u juz couldn't tell us wad u wan.despite u say that.and u still make up stories.HALLO~we are not stupid.how do u expect us to believe u when u had betrayed our trust in you once again.maybe sometimes,its not totally not your fault.but u had to change that bad temper and attitude of yours.nobody owns u anything,nor your parents.if u think quitting sch and find a job so that u can go to pirvate sch to study is the best choice.seriously think abt it.is it worth it?u always blame others.but have u wondered the fault also lies wit u too.dun give me the crap that aiya,u guys dun understand me.u are juz finding excuses to hide your fault.we nv asked u to change until very perfect.but we juz wan to change to a better person.at least dun bring problems to yourself and your parents.and dun take your siblings for granted.they are not things which u unhappy then u can throw your temper wit them.

tml going to upload some more videos.so stay tuned.btw the director of the video is me. lead actress is meiyang. <----actually is she claimed to be. hahahs.. :P

oh yah,finally bro is back.at least i dun feel bored now since someone will entertain me.

hahs.:]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-06-29T01:04:00.000-07:00

decided to upload some of my videos from my hp.be careful of my laughter.cos its loud and it will scare u off.hahs. :]

the day when we are visiting shi hui :]

the day when we went to eat steamboat :]

corwin~ :]

day at class :]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-06-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

night class was on starting from today.hahs. :] it was fun.especially in the dark.i keep pulling kailing and lee ting to go to the dark staircase.cos its was very dark.guess wad,lee ting actually grab my arm and hold on to it for the first time.hahs.i did not noe that she was afraid of dark.hahahs..lol..anyway the english nite class was alright.surprising the lesson was not bored for me.sianz..tml is d&t..the more i think of d&t,the more i wan to complete as fast as i can.cos seriously i got no mood to do my work this year.but i got no choice cos i wanna get at least a B4 or B3.i juz check my exams time table..it sucks big time now.cos my d&t theory paper falls on the same day as chem and physics paper.lol.i could not make up my mind which one to study. :p

BORED~BORED~BORED~BORED!

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-06-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

hmm..decided to blog since i had nothing to do.haiz..was doing my d&t foilo juz now..lol.. I was completely lost.i could not continue. I guess i had to ask teacher for help on thur..worse still i havent start my practical yet and i am still struck at development. I seriously need to get help and buck up.I think the deadline is either mid or end of augest. god, please help me to get a B3.lol. :p then another 2 months will be the actual o levels exams.dead meat.whenever i think of my maths i juz hope that i could pass wit c6..as long as i pass,i guess i doesn't matter.cos maths was my worst subject..i always fail and always make careless mistake..moreover maths is so important.hahs.guess that what u call desperate.sch was alright.me and zuer actually listened in class for the first time. :] and its the whole day..take note, its whole day.cos if it was in the past,we both always talk like nv ending.lol. i guess maybe the o level stress came to both of us and we suddenly feel like studying.especially zuer,hahs.she seems so motivated..i guess i had to work hard too.and i better spent effort doing maths.otherwise,i am going to be dead meat.1 chapter per day doesn't seems to much i guess..and i better start to remember to do the qn that i always dun noe how to do..i always tend to forget them after a period of time. i need to strengthen my memory.hahahs.. :] guess that it.i will end my post here..good luck to all those ppl who are taking o levels. :]

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-06-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

currently at shi hui hse.staying over tonight.meiyang and zuer are playing wiii..they are currently laughing like mad now..hahahas.. :]
anyone wans a pillow fight??? :] hees...

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-06-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

hey, i finally in the mood to blog.hahs..although rarely any ppl come and read my blog.. :[BUT i will still blog..hahas... :p

hmms, today was alright except in the morning..my head was heavy and spinning for no reason..lol..so bored and nothing unusual happen today..

except that m.y says that she will miss me and she loves me! hahs.. :] dun worry,i will not tell others..hahas

--wanna kiss the girl--

2007-06-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

thought that i needed to keep this blog from spiderwebs,so i decided to blog..hahs... :]

these past few days went to shi hui hse to play wiii...its was fun especially the surgeon game..hahs... :P but zuer and shi hui doesn't like it..they think that its a bit gross... :p they like the cooking game called cooking mama..hahs..

currently trying hard to revise my maths..attempt some of the TYS qns and somehow realise that i am seriously lacking a lot of practise in maths..hahs..sometimes it appears to me that it is difficult for me to pass o levels although i keep telling myself that o levels is easy to pass but its juz that it is hard to score..hmms

but sometimes juz felt that i am deceiving myself..thinking of bro line "nobody told u this path was easy.." hahs..quite true..but i tot it was...hahs..in my dreams.. :p even if ppl did say that the path was easy,they are probably smarties..hahs... xD

u should probably try this game in ps2 called "dawn of the mana"

main character, keldy :]

Ritzia is pretty..hees :]

--wanna kiss the girl--